Devious Journal EntryI've decided this one is gonna be awesome and eventfull... even if I have to drag my friends asses of the couch..which is what it always comes down to
"only trying to be honest"sharp awakening to a dull ache"only trying to be honest"
drifting back to reality as my body starts to shake
wish i could step down from this ledge
but you pushed me over the edge
I wanted to start over
I wanted to try again
you were my hero
my hopes
my dreams
you were there to answer my silent screams
why are guys such dicks?Why is it that when a guy walks away, the girls seems devastated and he's still on his feet? Why are the ones close to me always hurt the most? Why can't I help the one who needs it most? Why do I have to help all my friends through their relationships when I can't keep one myself? Or even try to start the one I've always wanted? And yet I put on my best indifferent face everyday and off to life. Am I just selfish? Just the one thing I can never have? As I write this I realize I'm also a guy and I know I've done horrible things. I'm not awhy are guys such dicks?
Sunsettook a walk down memory laneSunset
Looking for reasons
all I found was pain
one hours time
perfect peace of mind
was stuck in this mental state
its too late
its been so long
forgot it's me that was wrong
so much to say
once again you walk away
so many things to left to regret
thinking of you
and watching the sunset..
Not meant to be... -1-I spread my wings and I soar. High above the world, high above reality. The sunset hits my wings and dyes them a permanent orange-gold; the sky is completely empty, devoid of planes or other birds… I’m free! I fly past never-ending glass windows, streaming down the enormous building like rippling water. The sunset is reflected in them and I marvel at the colours the glass reflects. I fly higher, looking around me. Down, down below the thin layer of cloud I see the lake. It sparkles like a diamond in the midst of green velvet which is the forest… Suddenly I can’t move. I turn slowly in midair and I begin to fall. I fall like IcarusNot meant to be... -1-
Neutral
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Here's to lying, stealing, and cheating!
May you lie to save a friend;
May you steal the heart of the one you love;
And may you cheat Death.
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creates art. creates envy.
~Val
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I'm*Dean*NOT*Dean*obsessing!!*Dean*
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Mischief Photography
~Valpire
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I'm*Dean*NOT*Dean*obsessing!!*Dean*
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